I have become complacent

I have gotten use to comfort.

I can longer be bored.

The brain always seeks entertainment. The body always seeks comfort.

Getting out of the "comfort-zone" is now out of the question. Days go by and I keep living.

I should not be so negative about this change though. Remember that time when I wanted to kill myself? I no longer want to kill myself. It seems I have some dreams now.

Even though I am unable to work towards my goals, atleast I have them now.

Few months back I didn't even have goals. No reason to wake up in the morning. Atleast now I don't find myself fantasizing about my death.

I have to change my current state and grow. That's the only way. 

So far so good.

It doesn't matter how you fall. It matters how you land.